everythings is out of control..i cant done my job well..so shit..
haiz..i feel like my life so miserable..i'm a failure..so useless..
everyday i work,is juz a simply job but i cant get the right amount everytime..
everynite,i cant control myself from asleep..i dunwan babe gt hurt becoz of tis..
i cant get gud result on my study..i fail my account presentation?!wat the hell is dat?!damm it!
i wan to play basketball..i wan my stamina n my skill bak..but i juz cant oush myself to work on it..y i such a failure n cant do those thgs..even myself hate me..y i cant do thgs well..........
I HATE MYSELF...
i want to stop all of this..i want to change..i dunwan such a miserable life anymore..i dunwan to waste my time even for 1second anymore...
there's things i'm gonna change :
1. DO NOT FALL ASLEEP ACCIDENTLY AGAIN!
2. TRAIN MY STAMINA BACK N GRAB THE CHANCE!
3. NO MORE MISTAKE IN MY WORK!
4. STUDY HARDER N GET BETTER RESULT,NO FAIL N BE TE BEST AMONG THE REST!
5. MANAGE MY TIME N MONEY WELL!
6. STOP EATING NON STOP N KEEP FIT!
7. TREASURE EVERYTHING I HAVE NOW N EVERY SECOND BEING WIF BABE..
i will prove myself..dunwan to be a failure anymore!hope i can doall of these n not for few days oni..i wan to change totally..
no more 'FAILURE',
'SUCCESS' is cuming!